I was driving home from work. I had dinner in the car and it smelled delicious. I was listening to Little Town on the Prairie. The day had been mild. It was just dusk and it was still a little light out in the west. I was comfortable. And I was happy. I was very happy. I was excited to go home and eat dinner and hang out with my man and my cats.
And that felt good.
I have been trying very hard these past two days. Yesterday a couple of things really bothered me and it took a lot of energy for me to get past them without dwelling on them. I had to forgive people and recognize that I was the reason I felt the way I did. Then I smiled and got on with it. Today it was easier. Will it be even easier tomorrow?
I’ve been trying a couple of things. First, I’ve been trying to get all of my house stuff done in the morning before I go to work. Second, I’ve been completely picking up the house every day (as opposed to doing what I can in 5-10 minutes). Finally, I’ve been trying to just get over the bad shit that pops up. These are mostly little things but they make a big difference.
I hope you had a happy moment today too!