December

When I finish NaNoWriMo, I always feel a little off.  I feel a little discombobulated, a little restless, a little unsure of what to do with myself.  I desperately need to rest my brain and I am not ready to jump into the holidays but I also know that the time will fly.

At work today, I’ve been wound up.  I want to DO something but I don’t know what.  I shelved some books, thinking that physical activity would help.  I clicked onto a blog then clicked off.  I pulled up some lists to look at then forgot about them.  My unicorn book sits beside me, untouched.

I don’t know what I want to do when I get home either.  I bought Hubby a gift today I plan on wrapping it and setting it out for him when I get home but what else do I want to do?  Do I want to read with a cup of tea?  Do I want to watch some more Eureka?  Do I want to work on my paper chain?  Do I just want to go to bed?

And that’s my day.  What do I want to do?  Sometimes, that’s the hardest question for me to answer.  For now I’m going to slow down, breath, and work.  Maybe just getting things done will be enough.

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