I have a hard time trying to remain calm.
Today, Hubby and I are going to register and get some Indian food for lunch. We’re going to make a couple of other stops. We have not even left the house and already I am tired. It’s amazing how easily I get worn out these days. And it’s amazingly hard to figure out my hunger too. Right now I am hungry even though I just snacked. The other day I went hours without eating and wasn’t hungry and didn’t want to eat. It makes life a bit tricky when you can’t even predict what you’re going to need or want.
Today I would like to take a nap and as I sit waiting for Hubby to get ready to go, I can’t help but start to feel fussy about it. I won’t get a nap because we’re going to be gone all day. Sometimes I need some down time, time to recharge, and I need it a lot more now than I used to. But I always feel bad taking that time. (Hubby picks on me for it too.)
So, basically I’m getting antsy, trying to calm myself down and just wait and be patient. I can rest in the car if I need to.