I am frustrated with myself today and I am also trying not to be. I am tired. I woke up at 2:15 and didn’t fall back to sleep until 5. Then I woke up at 5:50 and managed to doze off for another 20 minutes. That puts me at something like 5.5 hours of sleep. I haven’t slept well for three nights now and I am pretty damn tired. I’m lucky that my schedule has some swing in it this week and I can leave early and take a nap. I hope that’s enough to reset my clock and get me back to sleeping. Tomorrow and Friday are going to be long days.
But I am frustrated with myself.
I am frustrated because I never let myself slow down but I never actually accomplish anything either. I feel like I am constantly going and doing and not taking a break but then I feel like I don’t have a right to because I have so much to do. Add this to my sleep deprivation and I am basically a tangled ball of late night TV fuzz.
That’s exactly how I feel.
So, two hours and forty-five minutes and then I can go home and take a nap and try again.