IN less than 48 hours, I am going to be a mother.
In less than 48 hours, I am going to have my first surgery.
I am very scared right now but for the most part I have been able to go on as usual. I’ve been lifting and working and trying to do as much as I can before my whole world changes.
I am not prepared for any of it. Then again, I am not prepared for anything on a normal basis anyway. I know that it will be fine. I know that I will live and that I will come out on the other end of this with a baby and that even that will be fine. But my goodness is it a lot of process.
I wish that I could do this the normal way. But it is what it is. There’s nothing to be done.