IN less than 48 hours, I am going to be a mother.

In less than 48 hours, I am going to have my first surgery.

I am very scared right now but for the most part I have been able to go on as usual.  I’ve been lifting and working and trying to do as much as I can before my whole world changes.

I am not prepared for any of it.  Then again, I am not prepared for anything on a normal basis anyway.  I know that it will be fine.  I know that I will live and that I will come out on the other end of this with a baby and that even that will be fine.  But my goodness is it a lot of process.

I wish that I could do this the normal way.  But it is what it is.  There’s nothing to be done.

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