There’s no reason for me to be this tired or this brain dead.
I guess maybe there is.
First the power went out when I was getting ready this morning
Mom and I spent the morning visiting libraries and I got LM his first library card.
We got some lunch.
At home I rushed through the baby routine: feed, change, pump.
I did some stuff around the house and then laid down for a nap but LM woke me up after only 10 minutes.
I did more work around the house.
MIL came over for an hour. LM slept the whole time she was here.
I did the baby routine. Hubby called. I talked to him while I did the routine.
Then I was hungry and tired and wanted to relax but there was still more on my list.
I decided to give in and just watch some TV and chill but the xBox needed an update.
LM got fussy. I fed him and changed him and did both of those things again. I held him and loved him and sang to him and danced for him and finally got him to chill. Then I ate while my computer updated.
Now the TV is on and I just have two things left to do on my list for the day but I don’t want to. I want to just lay on the couch and be a lump.
There’s always so much to do.
There’s always so LM I wasTheI Now